Shadows

Shadows

I think I caught our shadows holding hands

While walking with you down the garden path.

I heard an impish giggling behind, and quick

I spun around to wither with a scornful eye

The little child who had so easily revealed

A secret which I thought I’d carefully concealed

Behind a veil of quips and chatter.

 

That’s when I saw them, just a moment, mind— 

For just as quick they snapped back to the sun.

I glared a while longer to be sure they knew,

But as we set ourselves once more along the path

I faintly heard the muffled laughter once again

Of two young lovers who care not to hide within

A truth so plain and rightly simple.

 

But these light dalliances must be kept in check

Lest one forgets responsibility

And obligations to the less forgiving world

Of social norms and rules for how things ought to be.

I chained him to the sun’s reflection of my lie;

How thin and drawn he grew beneath my watchful eye,

And silent but for echoed weeping.  

 

Eventually he withered and was gone.

Dissolved, it seemed, from pining for his love.

Whereas the fisherman had taken the cursed knife

And rent his shadow from his body like a fool,

How easily he could have let it float away

Had he the strength of mind to on the dry land stay

And leave his love on sandy beaches.

 

A man without a shadow’s quite a thing.

Though most cannot say why my empty face

And hurried steps betray some stifled tragedy.

For now my chest conceals a yet much greater pain

Of  trying to believe to never love at all

More noble than to love and lose. For pain recalled

Will fill the empty glass of wonder.

 

I never saw him hence, and lived the pain

Of one who lost the body of his soul.

But for one morning as the sun just barely peeked,

I heard the laughter once again, and saw him there

Beside his love.  He smiled and gently took her hand,

Together, to fly off to some enchanted land.

He had not dissolved.  He ran away.